Doodles n' Shit

23 yrs old.
College drop out.
Waste of life. Work a min. wage job. Likes: anime, cartoons, drawing, puppets, bones, animals, horror, psychology, myths, mystery, and etc. Oh and games. Yay~

life update plus friendship crush

I’ve been just playing lbp2 All fucking week.

Actually for a few weeks now. I’m also trying to make pastel goth furniture and eventually make pastel goth sackboys and girls.
I found a pastel goth sticker level I liked and it gave me some ideas. :3 at least. Anyways I’m hoping to eventually make a level for rp or get free stuff. (If you’re at all interested in this please send me an ask or contact me on skype or playstation: ChloeTheDuck

I also want to make a halloween level.

I’ll eventually post art since I’m getting tired of gaming - it means i’ll be drawing more again.

Friendship crush- when you meet a person and want to be friends with them super bad but feel super duper awkward trying to ask them to hang out and just want to touch their face and scream FRIENDSHIP at them.

It’s almost like dating but you’re wanting friendship instead.

Why I don’t have friends irl.

Lol.

phrux:

this whole #gamersgate/#notyourshield thing is interesting.

phrux:

this whole #gamersgate/#notyourshield thing is interesting.

turning 24 this year

┬ácan’t believe. i don’t feel any older at all.

Yet I’m having panic attacks every time my birthday comes around.

Right now i’m trying to go vegan and dress…more adult? Or feminine. less god damn tshirts.

You guys don’t fucking know.

I look ghetto as fuck 95% of the time.

SO I’m attempting to change that. kind of hard with no money but STILL TRYIN.

been drawing my friend’s character. 
im probably going to do another drawing of her because i like how she looks but don’t like how this is coming out so far.

been drawing my friend’s character.

im probably going to do another drawing of her because i like how she looks but don’t like how this is coming out so far.

pastel goth doodle because i can’t fucking sleep

pastel goth doodle because i can’t fucking sleep

my fursona..that’s suppose to be kinda a cross between a hyena and fox annnd
they look like a cheetah kinda
oh well.
close enough.

my fursona..that’s suppose to be kinda a cross between a hyena and fox annnd

they look like a cheetah kinda

oh well.

close enough.

drawing out my depression

It’s been years since my dad died. YEARS. But I still get depressed around his death date.

Aside from that..the doodle i posted was originally going to be me. XD I was thinking of an old friend of mine..that…I had to let go..She has alot of issues and problems going on and was impossible to talk to and eventually became impossible to reach out to. Last time I spoke I was selfish but I was really hurt and annoyed then put to blame by everyone else and yelled at for feeling that way for what she said.

I don’t know if she even talks to anyone anymore. I just feel bad but also really helpless when trying to help her. I’d contact her but I think that would cause more damage.

I heard she picked up smoking as a hobby too..(why get addicted to something when you can’t even afford it?) I don’t really know what to think about that.

All I know right now is I need to concentrate and help myself.

I’m saving up to get help…and keep moving on.

demon girl i doodled.

OKAY i’m proud of this coloring. I THINK I’M GETTING BETTER
and more of my own style now. i also didn’t fix some stuff but oh well.
Sorry for not posting lately…i’ve been gaming and working. @_@

demon girl i doodled.

OKAY i’m proud of this coloring. I THINK I’M GETTING BETTER

and more of my own style now. i also didn’t fix some stuff but oh well.

Sorry for not posting lately…i’ve been gaming and working. @_@

tribute to the hair i had all summer.

Also haven’t posted anything in forever. I’ve been playing lbp…<_<; >_>; yeah.

Also waiting for my short ass hair to grow out….I’ll try drawing after labor day weekend…i work all weekend. DX

:v update

Friday and Saturday I’ll hopefully be posting some doodles n stuff.

:v I’m thinking about working with a friend on a comic. >:v cause reasons.

:v also maybe love stage!! fan art. Idk.